Jaguarwind

     Not to blame astrological influences but to own who I am…being born an Aquarian with an Aries ascendant, and a Moon in Leo, I have been guilty more than twice in my adult life of speaking or hitting send before I take that ever so wonderful solution of “PAUSE”, and saying this prayer that I heard many moons ago: “May the Angel of God sit on my tongue” . I am less likely to voice aloud or send out any words I may (and at times later do) regret when I remember these viable solutions for what can be my fatal tongue or opinionated words…always fueled by thoughts…..for words always begin with thoughts.
Like some of us , I grew up in dysfunction junction where judgment, blame, shame, and guilt were frequently practiced. That is not to say that love and compassion did not reside in my family of origin for it definitely did!
I was clueless for a very long time that words carry energetic vibrations, and the thoughts behind those words carry powerful energies. These energies have POWER…power to heal, power to hurt, power to destroy relationships, and power to create compassionate love.
The thoughts we think which are transformed into the words we speak and write transmit vibrational energies that create our real life experiences. We manifest our experiences through the emotions, opinions, beliefs, and ideas that reside in our thoughts. Thoughts require energetic movements to be transformed into expressions. One of the greatest of these energetic movements is emotion surrounding what we believe, have attachment to, and have ownership of within our subconscious and conscious mind. These emotions pull in energy and as the energy sets or solidifies , manifestation begins!
Not only do our words have the power to heal and empower or harm and hurt OTHERS….but also our words are heard by aspects of our own bodies who are listening all the time. Our cells, tissues, muscles, and organs hear what we say and think. If we only had a thought of positivity or negativity once or twice manifestation backed by the vibrational energy would not be significantly affected. However, when we repeatedly use positive words such as beautiful, divine, love, fabulous, giving, harmonious, courage, happy, blissful, accomplished, handsome, talented, and delightful…or using negative words such as hate, ugly, failure, stupid, fear, peace, cannot, or dissatisfied we create a powerful catapult of energetic vibration that shifts eventually into a manifested experience. Add to this recipe of manifestation that unless we are practicing complete silence in an enclosed cave somewhere or atop a mountain, we are hearing, speaking, or reading words. Words and the thoughts attached to them follow us constantly.
Dr. Masaru Emoto, a Japanese author, revolutionized the quantum physics idea that our thoughts and intentions impact our physical experiences with his study of exposing water to either loving, kind words or to negative, fearful words. This is documented evidence that words and sound have powerful energy elements that do manifest into real experiences.
Those of us who desire to hold Light, positive elements, and peace in the world, for ourselves, or others may wish to consider the energy that our thoughts and words transmitted vibrationally into the Universe impact.
I once read putting the letter “S” before the word, “word” creates the word sword. We may ask ourselves do we want to cut with a sword using negative , disempowering words or do we wish to fill the Universe and our own bodies with loving, compassionate , and empowering words?
Our thoughts and words are magical manifesting tools. Once emitted out of ourselves out into the Universe, words and their vibrational energies cannot be taken back. Of course we can attempt to be forgiven and to even change our ways, but the damage or the empowerment has already occurred .
I love this quote by Nikola Tesla: ” If you want to understand the world, think in terms of frequency, energy, and vibrations.” Tesla knew long ago, and now we can no longer deny that ENERGY is EVERYTHING!
     Change  your thoughts, and change how you express them . We do have choices.

      As we continue to raise our vibrations into higher levels and frequencies several changes within our experiences occur. Situations, people, and more—almost everything familiar to us goes through a metamorphosis. We are taken from our egg stage into full fledged gorgeous butterflies, seemingly without our permission.
I remember the first time several years ago my relationships and work settings seemed to be ripped from me suddenly. I was mortified, thinking I must be doing something very wrong to be creating this! Slowly, I began to understand I was changing from the inside out, having an expansion of consciousness! I do not even remember asking for this evolution of spirit, but evolution of my very existence and being is what happened!
Looking back, I now see I had begun doing things very differently…without even making the decisions to do so:
I gave up alcohol and other substances (sugar, sodas, salt, etc.)
I ,who had been a meat eater forever, became a vegetarian.
I began meditating twice a day.
I not only stopped watching television, I got rid of all television sets.
I fully embraced and spent as much time as possible, in nature.
I took yearly a solo spiritual retreat.
It wasn’t even that I made a conscious decision to do even one of these things! After all, I did not view myself as much different from my peers—-although since childhood I felt I was always a round circle trying to fit into a square peg!
As a result of entering and continuing to raise my vibrations many changes came:
-My interests changed . I, who used to have to be surrounded with noise, such as television always on, car radio blaring everywhere I drove, always on the telephone, etc. I became and relished being very quiet.
-Long term friendships , especially those not going in similar rising directions, fell apart. Some were abrupt, unexpected endings. Others were that I and they just drifted apart from each other with no reason to do so.
-I began having increased sensitivities to any medicine I was given, foods I always tolerated I suddenly could not handle, was unable to tolerate strong emotions in others, felt strongly the energies of trees/animals/the earth/bodies of water.
-My already heightened intuition abilities increased dramatically.
– Colors intensified.
– When life lessons presented themselves to me instead of needing long periods of time to assimilate and process information and meaning, I processed all aspects at a high rate and quickly.
-More like hearted and conscious beings kept showing up in my life, reflecting who I was becoming!
-I began acting and voicing life events , circumstances, and interactions with others very differently. I was living more with intention, authenticity , and integrity and spoke from my heart instead of from my head. I was more self honest in seeing my thoughts and behaviors.
If and when you see any of these symptoms and changes in yourself, when it seems things you expect to always be present in your world are being ripped from your life——don’t freak out! Embrace the opportunities you are witnessing as absolute proof your Spirit and Human Experience is on the Highway of Higher Vibrations. You have awakened from a deep sleep.Do not try to figure it out or explain it to yourself or anyone else for you cannot! Just get out your vibrational surfboard and ride the waves and hang on as you keep soaring higher and higher. 

Every action we take is based on a subconscious belief. What we choose to act out of and respond or react to is a choice. We each have free will and can choose fear or we can choose compassionate love. The question  we can ask ourselves, in any moment, in any situation , is do I desire to choose fear (masked as anger, blame, sadness, disgust) or do I desire to feel compassion ( understanding, love, kindness, empathy).

When I choose compassion over fear, it is usually because I am comfortable in my own skin, grounded, and emotionally balanced. It is also ,at times, because I have paused briefly before reacting , taken a few calming breaths, and even  mentally walked in the other person’s moccasins.

I was not always a non-reactor . It took much willingness to take out my proverbial shovel to begin deep inner work  to initially accept, become aware, and claim how my innermost self …the unawakened, clueless self ,directly created realities in my outside situations. Before getting gut level honest with myself, I pointed my fingers of blame, reacted by losing my cool, and was sure if everyone else would just act right ( I.E. live by my preordained set of unspoken rules) I would be happy!

After multiple painful and frustrating experiences and, finally awakening ,I took that long road from my head to my heart, and began choosing compassion over fear in various relationships ,partnerships, business re, friendships, social group settings, emails and social media interactions.

As I make the choice of compassion over fear, incredible gifts have revealed themselves:

– I view others,  even those who treat me with disrespect,   bullying, and snobbery differently , realizing their behaviors are about them, not me, as they are trying to go through their own issues the best that they can.

– I see my challenges as opportunities to embrace my own growth and cycles of transformational change.

– I focus on forgiveness of myself and others, surrendering what has happened in the past, walking away from situations and people no longer in my Greatest Good, and find joy in  living in the present.

-I have more self loving moments of speaking my personal truth and honestly ask for what I need without fears blocking my authenticity.

– I stop berating myself, accepting my and your humaneness, and show all of us compassion.

The more frequently I choose compassion over fear , even when my subconscious ego that only computes past fearful experiences and tries to convince me compassion is not valid, the more I feel safe in the arms of peace.

Choosing loving compassion empowers me to not only be present for myself but to also to be present in all relationships. All that is required to honor the peaceful choice is to align compassionate love intentions and thoughts in my subconscious. When those old, fear based beliefs show up, I can flood them with love, thanking them gratefully for serving my past, and continue to create more space for my new beliefs as I walk my talk in my shifted perspective.